Late update

Ok. I wasn't here for long. There was a lot of shit that stalled me a bit but you know stalling is not stoping and yeah as the ussual "what don't kill us make us stronger". First I want to write down what been in the skech notepad for a month or so waiting to be writen.

"No you can't take me down!"
"There is one very positive aspect that apeared in me lately. I'm back to negotiating with myself and it helps. Before it was like-"I'm so miserable, I'm so miserable.." and it could go on for ages. Now even if I want to be miserable some more my mind bring me back to normal self and I keep going forward. The happy me finaly aproving the miserable me right to exist but this time she give her a hand and they walk forward happily toghever."


Ok now I was kind a more miserable during the "shit" time that yet not over by the way BUT my soul and my body was helping my mind to stay sane even that it was hard and it finaly bounced, straighten back to normal. Well it's unavoidable isn't it? With the new me no matter what you put on me I'll have the power to fight it all and stay myself. As the time pass by I just phyzicaly can't stay miserable for long. I live, I dance, I manage to drift through life and it feels amazing!